I honestly hate how I live rn, it's just me n my laptop (no freaky stuff tho🥀). I'm doing online school so that makes it much worse. I do go out from time to time n hang out with a lot of friends, but something feels so off. I'm with a lot of people but I idk why I just feel like I'm going through stuff n even some suicidal thoughts sometimes. I'm not depressed tho, I don't know how to just spit the feelin out.
I personally didn't, but a few days ago something pulled my blanket and woke me up at like 4 AM. I got mad scared at first but now I'm just like "wtf ??"
Then this morning, kind of the same thing happened but worse. I usually sleep with my blanket over my whole body (like a dead body fr, but sometimes jst hugging a pillow). Anywho, I woke up hearing whispers and felt some weird pressure on my body and I wouldn't talk...
Idk if it was sleep paralysis or not, because the second I could move, I stood up and just started my day tbh. What do yall think
First time using reddit tbh🥀, but I don't have anywhere to talk bout this so here ya go: I've known this kid for about a year, we go to the same school and we were even in the same room at a camp last year, but we never really talked much.
Everybody thinks im straight cuz I act and look straight, I recently found him cute even though in the beginning he was annoying asf (he's chill, i was jst on my period i think). And I think he kind of already knows I'm into him, and I do not know if he is straight or not !! Tomorrow we're supposed to hang out for the first time and go bike riding.
I kind of want to let him know I like him, but not in a way that comes on too strong or makes things awkward. I never came out to anybody ever, and I don't think I ever will😭. BUTTT I wanna let him know indirectly.