Recently, I got my Australian student visa. But honestly, deep down, I still feel drawn toward the USA. I know I probably should have tried for the US earlier, but my sisters, and brother who live there told me that things are very difficult right now because of Trump-era and the overall situation for international students. Some students even depend heavily on their parents for rent, food, and even tuition fee . Doing job illegal was risky
Because of that, I decided to apply to Australia instead, and thankfully I got my visa. Still, I can’t completely ignore this strong urge to go to the USA. I don’t even fully know why. Maybe it’s because I grew up watching so many American TV shows, movies, YouTube videos, TikToks, and online content where everything seemed centered around the US. Sometimes I wonder if I’m being crazy for feeling this way even after getting my Australian visa,
Help me get rid of this unrealistic obsession with the USA😭