Had the worst practical of my life.
will keep it short. today was my 2nd IA practical of physio and it clear cut has been the worst exam I'd say I have ever given. The nervousness, anxiety, sleep deprivation everything fired strongly. And got really bad scolding from the HOD, him going ki "Papa ko call karke bol do fail hojaungi me" etc etc. though yea relative to a lot of my peers it was slightly less yet really bad
Didn't have a drop year so this was my first time having to hear such remarks from someone apart from my parents and it did break me like idk my heart just feels heavy.
but yea a superstition belief took place today, me and my friend were walking on the road and we witnessed a dead baby snake in the middle of the road and he is saying superstitionically it's a good omen of change and like ending of a bad period of life. not like I believe in these but if placebo effect se it does come true toh yeaaa would be awesome, but the toxicity of this field ong.