Thoughts on religious hermits
Just curious. What are you're thoughts on religious hermits?
I'm talking the ones that fully withdraw from society and pretty much have no contact with anyone again.
I've felt drawn to it, I'm not necessarily sure if they are good intentions or not, as I've never been social and I struggle with depression and a general nihilistic and misanthropic worldview.
But my Mom has limited time left, and the thoughts been in my head that after she passes I'll say a goodbye to my sister and a few of my friends and then go live in the mountains (or attempt to)
but a part of me just wants to leave without telling anyone. Regardless to prevent feeling bad I'll have to just distance myself over time from my sister and friends. I wouldn't intend to bring any technology or way of communicating, so I'd have to.
A part of me feels like that would be selfish of me to do to my sister and friends though, even if I would split my money and belongings to give to them.
Thoughts?