u/Adventurous-Hunter98

Hello, 2 months ago I was going to have a trip to Japan but cancelled last minute due to worst stomach ache. At first I thought it was because something I ate or weather changes... but it was mostly anxiety.
Now 2 months later I planned the same trip and its in 3-4 days, and guess what I have the exact same problems again, my body wants me to cancel to relax and not to worry about it but cancelling again would give me loss from plane tickets (again), and I dont know what to tell my friends, family if I cancel for the second time.

I already seeing and psychotherapist for 6 months and we talked about these issues, but there is no improvement from what I have seen.

Also I went to japan last year, I had a little bit of these problems but there werent this much, I dont know what to do, I feel like cancelling would give me relief but I also want to go. Im just eating myself inside out while waiting and I feel like it damages me. I want to get over this

Hello, I found a cheap round trip ticket to Osaka (round trip to Tokyo is a little bit expensive but still can be bought) and I planned my trip on landing to Osakan then directly go to Tokyo via Shinkansen (or Plane), then spent 3-4 days on Tokyo after that returning to Osaka to spent 3-4 days in there.

Do you think its doable and logical? I already been to Tokyo, so its not my first time but It will be my first time on Osaka.

When I was getting my plane tickets I checked the hotel availability on Tokyo but unfortunately at the end of 3-4 days of my trip, almost all of the available okayish hotels were apa (I dont want to stay in apa).

And lastly, plane tickets seems cheaper than Shinkansen if I add the value of going from airport (KIX airport) to shinkansen station . Should I just take plane if this plan is logical?

Im looking for advices, thank you for your helps.