This situation came about in a weird way because it wasn’t my intention. But my ex and I had an open relationship, and he had a massive kink for mean domme women, liked to be degraded, smacked, pegged, used, and emotionally manipulated.
One day when I was bored I started to talk to other guys online who had the same kinks and one of them had a thing about money (like he wanted to gift me money) which I thought was weird but he started doing it and it was actually kind of hot, mainly because he was so into it and he would squirm and beg to be allowed to do it. Pretty sure he almost needed it to get off.
I started doing this with all the guys I was talking to and for a while I had a roster of four or five guys that I would just be relentlessly mean to and I’d degrade them and they used to give me gifts for it. I stopped a few months ago because I got busy and didn’t have time any more. I also felt a little guilty.
I never met up with them or slept with them but I ended up getting turned on by being mean to men and making them pay for my stuff. It probably makes me a bad person ngl but it was hot as fuck and some days I still think about it to get off. I don’t do OF and I don’t want to, this was more like having a bunch of online bfs who send me shit and I’d call them names and they’d apologise for whatever I decided was wrong that day.
TLDR pathetic little guys who pay me were hot and I didn’t know I was into that but I don’t do it any more. AMA.