Re: The Deathworld (Part 11)
7:30 AM S.F.T. (Standard Federation Time), Kepler-186f, Day 2
Teralis emerged from under the ruined cap, dirt falling off his shoulders as Loyd began walking toward the cave, determination set in his shoulders.
“No. We should not.” He said defiantly. Loyd stopped in his tracks and turned toward the security officer, eyebrow raised.
“What?”
Teralis gestured sharply at the disturbed grave beside them, three uninjured arms tense. Green blood still stained the torn earth where the Zerinth had ripped their crewmates free from their resting place, unceremoniously dumping them into a pile.
“They already searched this area. They found a grave, they found your blood on the rock, and they left. Going back out into the unknown is just asking them to pick up our trail again.”
Loyd’s jaw tightened. He glanced toward the cave entrance, where the others were starting to emerge- Coori’s feathers flattened with worry and fear, Isaac’s mandibles clacking together slowly as he scanned the tree line.
“And staying here is asking them to come back,” Loyd countered. “That thing found us in a little more than a day. We can’t bet everyone’s life on ‘they probably won’t return.’ ”
Teralis took a step closer, voice low but intense.
“I’m a security officer, Loyd. This is what I do. They cleared the site, they think we ran after seeing them coming. Moving now, while we’re exhausted, is how we get killed. So-” he poked a finger into Loyd's chest, stepping closer. “We prepare. We hide the entrance. We make them think this spot is exactly what they thought it was- empty.”
A heavy silence fell, with no one daring to break it. Qutin stood near the cave, eyes locked onto the desecrated grave. His ears pinned flat, staring at the torn dirt. CoCo’s features were motionless, Harriet preening her. Even Isaac looked uncertain.
Loyd rubbed his now bandage-free hand, wincing as fresh pain flared. He looked at the disturbed grave, then at the group emerging behind him- smaller, more vulnerable than they’d been even an hour ago.
“…still,” he said finally, “We can't be sure they won't come back.”
Teralis’s expression tightened, all four eyes hard. “No,” he replied, “We cannot. But we can make it harder for them to find us.”
Loyd stared at the Sru’s finger still pressed against his chest. The contact was light, but the challenge behind it wasn’t. For a long second the only sounds were the soft rustle of drifting spore caps overhead and Qutin’s quiet, broken breathing near the grave.
Then Loyd exhaled through his nose, long and slow.
“…Alright,” he said. The word rolled out of his mouth like molasses, even if he knew the xeno was probably right “We stay. For now.”
Teralis didn’t gloat. He simply nodded, all four eyes still locked onto his own, and stepped back. “Smart choice.”
Loyd turned toward the group. They looked smaller than they had even yesterday. Feathers dull, spines drooping, fur matted with dirt and grief. “We fortify the entrance like Teralis said. Make it look like it’s been empty for cycles. Aleah, can you make camouflage?"
Aleah looked around at the various mushrooms and ‘moss’ around them, before giving her best rendition of a shrug. “Probably.”
“Okay,” He said slowly, turning toward the Kree'ark. “Isaac, Kiki- help her. Use the torn caps and whatever loose fungal crap is lying around. Make it messy- we want it to look as natural as we can.”
Aleah’s four hands were already moving before he finished speaking, gathering ragged strips of pale fungal material with the same focused grace she’d used to turn seatbelts into slings. “Presentation,” she murmured, almost to herself. “Even for camouflage ”
Isaac clicked softly in agreement and lowered himself so Qutin could stay tucked against his chest while he worked. The little Krii hadn’t moved from the edge of the ruined grave. His ears were still pinned flat, eyes fixed on the torn dirt and scattered moss.
Loyd’s stomach twisted. He walked over and crouched beside him.
“We’ll put them back right when it’s safe,” he said quietly. “Properly. The way they should’ve stayed.”
Qutin didn’t answer right away. When he did, his voice was hoarse. “They were den-mates. We don’t… we don’t leave them like this. In the open.”
“I know.” Loyd rested a hand on the small shoulder, careful not to squeeze. “We won’t.”
CoCo stood a short distance away, staring at the same spot. Harriet stayed close, preening the edge of her wing with slow, deliberate strokes of his beak. The gesture looked more like comfort than cleaning.
Loyd straightened. “Serria, keep an eye on everyone’s condition. Especially Qutin. Teralis, you’re security-” Teralis interrupted him, already guessing where he was going. “I'll set a watch rotation. Two people at the entrance at all times.”
They worked in near silence for the next hour. Aleah directed the placement of fungal debris with quiet precision, weaving thinner tendrils through gaps so the camouflage wouldn’t look too deliberate. Isaac and Kiki hauled larger pieces of mushroom, their chitinous strength making short work of the heavy material. Even the pupae on Kiki’s back seemed subdued, moving slowly and infrequently.
Loyd dragged one of the larger fallen trunks closer to the cave mouth. It was dryer on the outside than the others, chunks were missing at the edges, and smelled faintly of rot and earth.
“Hmm… will it burn?” Loyd asked, prodding it with his metal beam. He wasn't sure it would- so far, everywhere they have gone was extremely damp, as mushrooms tended to love.
“H- Loyd, what are you doing?” Coori trilled, dropping the length of vine held in her beak and striding over. Her bright eyes looked down at the small section of ‘trunk’ as Loyd began to use the scrap metal that had been so useful thus far to cut it into ‘firewood’.
“I’m going to try and dry this out,” Loyd answered, not looking up from his work. He wedged a piece against a rock and hacked at it again. “If we ever manage to get something edible, cooking it will cut the chance of poisoning or disease way down. Plus we can use torches to burn off spore clouds if they get thick. Signaling right now would be monumentally stupid, so I’m not even thinking about that.”
Coori’s feathers puffed out slightly in alarm. “My feathers are extremely flammable, you know.”
“Yeah, I remember,” Loyd said with a tired half smirk. “That’s why you’re staying back there. I’m not trying to set anyone on fire today.”
He gathered a small pile of the drier shavings and chips, then pulled out the end of the power source from his omnitool. The crackle of electricity filled the air as he lowered it toward the scraps of mushroom and moss. He touched it to the smallest, most desiccated piece.
For a moment it looked promising- a thin wisp of smoke curled up, carrying that same faint burnt smell. Then the flame sputtered, hissed, and died as trapped moisture in the fungal flesh boiled out in a weak puff of steam.
Loyd stared at the slightly burnt, soggy chip and let out a low groan.
“Figures. Still too damp.” He poked the piece with the metal beam, pressing it down. Beads of sap and water dribbled out as he flattened it. “We’ll have to set some of this aside and let it dry properly before we try again. Can’t risk a big fire anyway- smoke might give us away.”
Coori tilted her head, beak clicking softly. “You really think we’ll find something safe to eat?”
“I mean we already have- those fruits Kiki ate seem perfectly edible.” He scratched his cheek before he started to drag the bits of mushroom into the cave, the only dry place he knew. “But, personally, I know most of us can't survive on just fruits. Might be a good idea to go foraging soon. I wonder if those little armored trilobites are edible…”
A short distance away, Aleah paused in her camouflage work, four hands still weaving pale tendrils. “If we can dry the material properly, I can help weave it into something like a basket. We're running out of weaveable materials, and it would help to have something to carry things if we do go foraging.”
Loyd gave her a grateful nod. “That’d be useful. Thanks.”
Isaac clicked from near the cave entrance, one manipulating appendage steadying a large torn cap while Qutin remained tucked against his chest, using his little claws to shred the cap into smaller pieces- likely to look like fallen foliage. “Practical. As expected from you at this point Loyd.”
Loyd snorted softly. “Practical is all we’ve got right now.”
“Do not let it prevent you from feeling. You do not have to be stoic for our sake.” Isaac commented, completely out of the blue. Loyd was taken aback a little by the suddenness, giving the Kree'ark a certain look before finally pulling the material all the way into the cavern.
Loyd gathered the slightly blackened chips and shavings, then carried them into the cave. He leaned the pieces against the rear wall where the air was driest and least likely to collect more moisture. The larger chunks he propped at an angle, hoping the constant red light filtering through the camouflaged entrance might bake some of the water out over time.
Isaac followed him inside, moving with that careful, measured gait the Kree’ark used when they didn’t want to startle anyone. One of his smaller manipulating appendages brushed a stray piece of fungal debris off Loyd’s shoulder as he passed.
“You are carrying a great deal on your shoulders,” Isaac clicked softly, voice low enough that it wouldn’t carry to the others still working outside. “More than just literal weight.”
Qutin squeaked from his pouch, but seemed to know better than to butt into this conversation, mostly staying quiet or giving squeaks when he appeared to agree.
Loyd didn’t look up. He adjusted one of the larger chunks so it wouldn’t fall, then wiped his hands on the pants of his environmental suit. “Maybe.”
Isaac settled onto his lower body, lobster-like tail curling neatly beside him. His emerald compound eyes glittered in the near darkness of the cave. “You are allowed to feel, Loyd. You've gone through just as much as anyone else.”
Loyd let out a short, tired huff through his nose. He kept his hands busy putting the wiring back into his omnitool. “If I let myself think about it too much right now, Isaac… it might make me useless to all of you.”
The words came out flat, matter-of-fact. Not angry. Just honest- he knew deep down if he started to face anything inside himself he might break. He'd spent half his life on the Odyssey- it was his home, and it was gone. He'd watched his fellow crewmates slowly wear down until their hearts gave out and had done nothing.
Isaac’s mandibles clicked together, slow and thoughtful. “Being useful is not the same as being well. You are carrying the lives of nine people on this planet. Your own burden does not disappear simply because you refuse to look at it.”
Loyd finally straightened and met the Kree’ark’s gaze. For a moment the red light from the entrance caught in Isaac’s eyes, making them look almost luminescent.
“I’m not.” Loyd said quietly. “I’m- setting it aside, for now. There’s a difference.” He gestured vaguely toward the camouflaged entrance and the group outside. “They need me functional, not a broken mess. Once we’re stable, or once we’ve made it off this hellscape-” He trailed off and shrugged, clicking the screen back into place. It flared to life, light pouring from the screen. “Maybe then I'll face it.”
Isaac watched him for a long second, spines rippling faintly down his back. “Very well. But when that moment comes, you do not have to carry it alone. That is what I am here for.”
Loyd gave a small, weary nod. “Noted, doc.” He picked up his metal beam again, turning it over in his hands like he needed something solid to hold. “For now, let’s just make sure we survive long enough you're there for me to have that breakdown.”
Two sets of footsteps echoed against the stone near the entrance, announcing the arrival of Teralis and Harriet. They ducked through the camouflaged crevice, staying close together. The Sru’s injured arm was still held close to his body, but his posture was alert. All of his eyes were looking around in separate directions, scanning the area.
Harriet’s brown feathers looked dull in the low light, his beak clicking softly as he scanned the cave himself- his own eyes picking over the areas that Teralis did not.
“We’ll take the first watch,” Teralis announced, voice low but firm. “Harriet and I. Two cycle shifts. We’ll rotate everyone through.”
Harriet gave a quiet trill of agreement, already moving toward the narrow viewing slit they’d left in the camouflage- a slightly elevated spot, where one would stand on a boulder without getting in the way of people leaving or entering.
Teralis’s four eyes slowly settled on Loyd. There was- not anger in them exactly, but a clear edge of disappointment. “I have to admit, deathworlder I’m… disappointed in you.”
Loyd straightened slowly, eyebrows rising. “Come again?”
“Back there,” Teralis said, gesturing vaguely toward the forest with one lower hand. “When the smaller Zerinth climbed out of that monster. We had a chance. Two of us were at close range, while it was distracted. We could have ended it. Or at least damaged the pilot before it sealed back up.” Frustration was plain on his face- and Loyd was glad that the Sru shared a lot of the same facial expressions. “Instead you held me back. Hid under a rotting mushroom cap like a coward.”
The cave went quiet. Even Isaac stopped studying Loyd and turned his elongated head toward the Sru, emerald eyes wiggling with… disappointment?
Loyd met Teralis’s eyes, meeting his glare. “And if we’d jumped him? The big one tears the whole clearing apart right after. We’d be dead, and everyone else in here would be next. All we would have done is showed that we were there, and easy to pick off.”
Teralis’s smaller, uninjured arm flexed. “You’re supposed to be the deathworlder. The one who survives where others don’t. I expected more- aggression.”
“I’m the one who’s kept us alive so far,” Loyd said, voice flat. “That includes knowing when not to fight. We’re not a strike team. We’re ten people on a Category 12 with almost no weapons and three of us are already dead. We pick our battles.”
Harriet shifted uncomfortably beside Teralis but stayed silent, eyes flicking between the two of them. Qutin poked his head out of the carrier sling and looked at Teralis.
“Stop having a damn digging contest and listen to him, Teralis. I may not be strong, or fast, but I do know this; you wouldn't have won that fight, so drop it.”
Teralis held Loyd’s gaze a moment longer, then gave a short, stiff nod. “Understood. First watch starts now. I'll let you know when your rotation comes, Captain.”
He turned and moved to the observing boulder with Harriet, the two of them settling in to watch the unchanging red and blue forest.
Loyd exhaled through his nose and leaned back against the cave wall, suddenly feeling every ache and bruise from the last two days. Isaac clicked his large mantis-like appendages together- not quite a clap, but an approximation of one- and moved to help the others finish up the camouflage.
The cave fell into an exhausted quiet, broken only by the distant rustle of vines and the faint creak of drying fungus against stone.