I feel like a great disappointment, my parents, my friends (don't have a true one though), my teachers and to everyone i know, i am just a 17 yr old boy from india who has finished class 12 board exams, applying for college entrances( i don't even know anything in the exam), wrote at least 5-6 exams, my board exam results aren't going to be good... when i try to sit and study, it doesn't just work out for me i don't remember concepts which i learn,its not about revision,i remember anime and movie stories much better... i hate my parents ,i hate myself everyday, i don't know what to do with my life right now.