This never happened to me before. This is first time I met teacher who not allowed students go to bathroom, refuse students to enter the class before knocking the door and wait unit he open the door or sign them to come through window of the door. Around 4 months, I am being student to this fucking crazy teacher. In these 4 months, I only asked around 5 times to go to bathroom, he refuse all of them. The 4th time (was Monday, for some reason, I remember it very well), I peed and wet my panties, I skip the day and call my sister to to skip her next class and bring me some clean clothes from home. Luckily she had our brother car today, so it was fast. She gives me the clothes, didn’t really ask me much but she did bring me pain killer and pad. She thought I had my period and I didn’t correct her. So I changed but I felt so dirty and wanted to shower, so I didn’t go to my any next class and went home. I am exhausted and embarrassed I peed on myself.
The 5th time, I had my period but I didn’t needed to change my pad but had to pee, we was in like 20 mines of class where I ask to go to bathroom and he refuse and even seem annoyed I asked and replied “no bathroom break in my classroom, I am not going to let you going to waste time of class, stop wasting my time by asking again” in front of class, now I am thinking of it, he should be embarrassed saying that, but back than, I almost felt like crying and embarrassed, my face was probably red. I was kind of safe and luckily to be on my period because I did feel the peed little but it didn’t go to my panties.
I try my best to go to bathroom in my first class but I can’t control or know when I need to go to bathroom every time, it’s become weird in my first class as teacher notice I go to bathroom often.
What the fuck should I do if I really needed to use the bathroom but the teacher said no again? I can’t handle peed on myself and skipping classes because of this.
Should I go to office and report that? Or ask other teachers ? I really not want to tell anyone in school that I peed on myself.
Note: it’s period 2, there are only 5 minutes between the classes unit lunch time (65 mins) between period 3 and 4. That “rules” apply to all his classes.