u/AdorableConfusion863

I’m a 24F who learns new things questionably fast, I’m very creative and innovative, I really enjoy all things expressive and love to try new things and gain new experiences but I fear that I won’t go anywhere in life because of my anxiety. I often have trouble starting things because of my fear of failure it’s like I don’t want to do something and commit just to change my mind and waste time that could’ve been spent building/ perfecting another craft. Throughout my life I’ve never imagined being anything when I “ grow up” and it’s no real reason but simply for the fact I cannot see myself in any careers or really overextending myself to do anything I don’t enjoy for profit. Now that I am 24 I have no clue what to invest myself into but it feels as if I need to decide or at least come to some type of agreement with myself on a good start to my goal but the problem is I have non. I was told at one point to play into my passions but due to depression I’m not even sure my passions are my passions anymore and I can’t imagine something I enjoy enough to try make a profit through. So my questions are, is anyone having these same problems ? And if you’ve overcame a problem similar this maybe share your story/ advice? And also is it impossible for me to have a job where I have a healthy work/life balance and decent enough pay for a living without having to do outside jobs for extra pocket change or lengthy schooling in this economy?