u/Adorable-City4143

hi everyone,

I’ve been trying to pass this exam for two years and unfortunately gave up last year. it feels like this massive failure in my life and I’m ADHD and soooo avoidant. I avoid anything that makes me feel like a failure. I haven’t studied in a year, and am constantly reminded (I hate my job) how I could be making more money, have a better relationship with my parents, and not struggling mentally and financially. I am at a bad place. I’m not posting for sympathy, but for advice on how to get out of this rut and begin to try again. I also think I need an in person tutor to hold me accountable, if anyone knows any in NYC. thank you so much.