title reflection in the mirror always looks fat to me never lean or big enough or the occasional I'm kinda Lean never last long ppl tell me I'm lean or a look you huge but I just think it's them being nice or they say that because they think I'm fat
thinking about becoming a bull fr and start banging dude wife or gf and since all my relationships involve women with issues(I got plenty as well lol some of are aware of some) as such instead of repeating this cycle and since I can't find a wife might as well go dive deep in that degenerate path previously had strange dm when I used to post progress pics some straight up ask for bbc pics etc... never responded or just said I'm straight now I'm single and don't really care anymore only issue is having to show up and what could happen to me if instead of just banging the wife it's a trap or some weird shit like that in such scenario
to summarize is becoming a bull a good idea ?
Stat
L:7.2
G 5.5
6'3 black muscular
pretty self-explanatory some of you mf did believe I was crashing out in my last post(I did break my phone not long after had to get it fix haha) I wonder if any of you truly felt at peace ? also if you recall when or what happen for it. In my case never felt as much peace as when I was in the hospital due to suicide is it dumb ? yes but I never felt more at peace but in that hospital bed on a regular basis I always have thoughts running through my brain like everyone does even at the gym I just lift raw since I don't like the constant fluctuations I just want peace I don't do drugs because I don't think I'll control myself just drinking but wonder would taking gear be that bad ? I kinds hoped it would make me "superhuman" in a good way and would not turn me full schizo but just helps me ascend to a new state equivalent to nirvana
Stat
L:7.2
G:5.5
I'm straight not I don't touch twinks I like WOMEN