u/AdeptnessEastern7864

Basically i can recognise that he's hot (he has a nice body, hair, skin, eyes) but idk if i ACTUALLY like him. Like "oh he has nice biceps" but idk i'm not attracted to his face. Help for the love of god. And with another boy, i dont find him attractibve but i want to be with him. I think it's cos we were shipped last year and after that i started liking him, was it a subconcious thing? And another, he's pretty but idk if i like him, kinda the same as the first one i mentioned. But with this one i rrly like his hands, like when we dap up he has SUCH SOFT HANDS . IDK HELP ALREADY

I'm so lonely bro. I literally talk to the air next to me pretending it's my crush(the title is a revolving door atp). Like i kiss the air, my pillow and pretend that its me and the huzz. Like i pretend that the huzz is there and doing allat stuff to me. Does anyone else feel this same way as me? Or am i alone on this one. I'm 15m if that matters?