I (24M) have been in a relationship with my girlfriend (22F) for around 20 months now.. We were in live in ...but now we are in long distance
I acted insecure
She, on the other hand, is fine. She still chooses me, stays with me, and even calls me the best. But I keep asking her if she’s truly okay being with me after everything. She tells me to stop thinking about that incident and has clearly forgiven me.
But I still feel a lot of regret.
We don’t have any ongoing problems. We found each other in a way that feels rare, and she genuinely feels like the love of my life. We are also serious about a future together, including marriage.
However, there was one incident that keeps coming back to me. I acted out of insecurity. I checked her phone, saw something, and immediately assumed the worst. I believed she had done something wrong. Later, the truth came out she hadn’t done anything at all.
That’s what troubles me the most ..what does that say about my trust?
I’ve apologized to her many times since then I reassured her, I broke down, and I truly regretted not trusting her in that moment. I promised her that I would work on myself and never let something like that happen again.
I want our relationship to be good and I love her deeply, and I feel genuinely sorry for hurting her.
But sometimes, when I think back on it, I feel intense regret.There was even a moment where I reacted in a way I’m not proud of because of how guilty I felt.
Despite all this, she remains the same kind and soo cutest person soo loving person,same yaps ,same jokes,same vibe literally an angel i fell in love with
I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve her.I lover her
More than anything, I just hope that going forward, especially for her sake, I don’t cause her any pain or headaches againnn.