Hi everyone, I want to explain a pattern I’ve experienced over a few years and see if anyone can help me understand it (spiritually or psychologically).
1) First intense experience – Kashi
When I visited Kashi Vishwanath Temple, the experience was normal nothing out of ordinary...nothing at all...
2) Second phase – temple entrance experience
Later, when I entered another temple (Mukti-type / Shiva temple experience), something very strange happened at the entrance:
- I suddenly felt like “something left my body”
- It felt like a release or drop inside
- right after that I became physically unwell and vomited
After vomiting:
- I actually felt clearer and lighter
Please note :- This temple I have visited before Kashi but only after Kashi is this experience
3) Years later – current pattern
Now, years later, when I recently visited same temple again (Mukti-Gupteshwar Mandir), I had a different but similar reaction:
- sudden headache
- confusion while praying
- difficulty focusing (almost like too much clarity or awareness at once)
- feeling mentally overwhelmed and disoriented
I had to sit down, and after eating prasad I felt:
- immediate relief
- clarity returned
- calmness and stability came back
please note I went after eating breakfast and was talking joking logically in car but as soon as I enter I don't know what to pray or need too much focus to get my words out to lord.
4) My current understanding (not sure if correct)
From my limited understanding of chakra/spiritual concepts, it feels like:
- something in these spaces increases my awareness very strongly (Ajna/“clarity”)
- my body/gut system reacts strongly (Manipura/digestion sensitivity)
- emotions become very open (Svadhisthana sensitivity)
- and grounding returns after food or leaving the space
But I’m not sure if this is:
- nervous system/anxiety response to intense environments
- psychological reaction to sacred meaning + expectation
- or something people describe spiritually (energy/pranic shifts, chakra sensitivity, etc.)
5) My question
Has anyone experienced something like this where:
- temples or spiritual places trigger physical symptoms (headache, confusion, nausea)
- there is a feeling of “release” or shift at the entrance
- and then grounding actions like eating or leaving bring immediate relief?
Would appreciate any grounded or spiritual interpretations.pleass note since the vomiting incident I have changed so much emotionally I am so emotional and also have lots of tummy reflux related problems