u/Additional-Style-715

Long time lurker.

My child has cerebral palsy, epilepsy, cortical visual impairment. She has been in ot, pt since 1.5 years and unable to achieve much.

I always thought i was strong enough with support of family and would be able to manage everything physically and emotionally.

But as time progressed, everybody backed out, which i completely understand as they have their own commitments.

Now that i know that me and my husband are on our own, i feel this life is not worth living. I have suicidal thoughts, looking at the same routine, not knowing about the future.

I dont know how to restart this different life. I was working prior to this and i dont see myself working now as she is completely dependent on me.