u/AddendumLumpy8860

All I've ever yearned for is someone to complete the void within my very soul. I want to meet this perfect woman who I can devote my very soul to. To show her the deep colors and richness if the love I'd have for her. To show her how much she'd matter to me. Yet, wherever I turn infind nothing. I find facades, or ones who I would think worthy of this love yet they all eventually fade into the fog. I understand that perhaps a man being this attached to a woman might come as unattractive to her, but it is who I am. This is my truth! I truly am at a loss for words and thoughts to it all. Oh how I wish and pray for a time, for a person who I can pour my whole being into.

I hope this doesn't break the rules or anything. I strictly made an ACC to talk about this since I believe you people would understand. I love this woman. I would give my very soul and life for her. I wouldn't hesitate a second to give my very breath away for her and yet she one day tells me "I don't love you". Not a simple ease in. Just says that she has never actually loved me. The woman I admire most in my world. Hell she is my world yet she said all these awful things to me. I do not really know what to think still, it's been a couple weeks already and she's moved on. She's with someone else and is doing all the things I dreamt about doing with her. Why would she like to me so? Why share all these intimate moments with me if it all meant nothing? I do not know, and I doubt I'll ever know. I'll one day have to see her with children who bare another man's eyes. Life is a cruel mistress.