AITK for asking money from my sister for health reasons
I (16m) have an elder sister( 29)& she means world to me. We're orphans as our parents died from corona during covid time. So she's the sole support to me emotionally & financially.
4 days before , had breathing difficulty. I have this problem since childhood & for the relief i use inhalers. So yeah i told my sister abt my breathing & asked her to buy me the inhalers then she straight up told me its all my fault. Like its my fault & I'm intentionally having breathing problem and denied buying me the medicine. She's very much stressed as she recently cleared my 4 months due school fees, and again i asked her money, i think its the only reason she behaved this way.
I shouted at her, she shouted back, which led to many mean things passed onto each of us.
I felt real bad after what she told me so i too shouted at her mean things. I said "aap marr kyun nahi jaate" .
Now i feel really bad after saying that, didi isn't talking to me since. She prepares the meal & goes to work and come back. Not even staring at me. I understand that after our parents leaving us we aren't doing financially good but that doesn't mean i need to bare all the after work stress.
I said her sorry despite not having the meds, still shes not talking with me. I cant bare all these "not talking bs", i feel real sad, lonely. She the only one i have. What should i do? Its been 4 days. She dont even talk to me.