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Trying to Understand my Life Long Pain and Loneliness [astro-seek]
Any help is much appreciated. Going through a divorce with my wife of 7 years right now, whom I gave everything to. Realizing self abandonment is not the way :)
I'm close with family, but still feel a distance and lack of understanding by them, and was much worse in childhood. I've learned to still open up to them, and not be afraid of being misunderstood (e.g. family can't understand why I still feel unconditional love towards my soon to be ex wife, even though she is leaving me for another man).
I've gone through many other intense hardships/rebirths, and my main goal is to evolve and learn to channel/control my intensity within, and not let any of it go to my Scorpio moon stinger, fueled further by my Aries rising drive. Much love all, and thank you in advance