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Unintentional lucid dreaming question

I've had lucid dreams throughout my life occasionally. But usually I just walk around and try and fly or something and then wake up pretty quickly. In the past few months, I've been having significantly more lucid dreams that are significantly more meaningful feeling. This is not intentional whatsoever. I'm a new mom and intentionally lucid dreaming is the last thing on my mind haha! I'm curious to get your takes on some of the themes in my dreams lately.

In these lucid dreams, I seem to be obsessed with finding out where we are, like where Dreamworld actually is in space and who the people in my dreams are. Typically when I ask these questions the people I ask get very evasive and uncomfortable and usually don't answer. In one dream, a woman was about to answer my question of "w​ho are you?" right before I woke up, but only after being very uncomfortable when I asked "where are we?". In another dream I asked a group of people where we were and who they were and nobody would answer me and they just kept telling me I was crazy and then when I left a man chased me down and handed me a piece of paper and gave me a very meaningful look. Before I got a chance to read it, I woke up. In another dream a woman stopped me and asked me how I was flying and I told her it was my dream so I could do whatever I wanted. She got very thoughtful and asked "​if this is your dream then who am I?" And I told her that I just assumed she was some type of NPC my brain created. She paused and said that she couldn't remember who she was but that she was pretty sure she was somebody.

These things are so weird to me and so new to me and I'm super curious and a tiny bit disturbed but mostly just curious! Any thoughts on these types of themes in lucid dreams? I'm not sure why I seem to be so obsessed with these questions in my dream world... it's not something I would think to ask in real life

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u/AdImaginary6158 — 1 day ago

Seeking important essay that helped my deconstruction!

Hey all!

Years ago when I began my deconstruction, it was catalyzed by an article I found online called "Putting Hell Back in the Handbasket" by Brazen Church. I'm sure many of you are familiar! I am trying to find it again and can't find it ANYWHERE online! All the links to it from other sites are broken. I'm wondering if anyone knows where to find this essay?

Thank you so much. It changed my life and I am wanting to share it with some people!

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u/AdImaginary6158 — 6 days ago