Overcoming homosexuality thoughts
I’ve started to carry my cross this past year and have been struggling with overcoming homosexuality, I still get tempted and sometimes fall for the lustful temptations which lead to porn and well you can figure out the rest, I find it so hard, because I know I shouldn’t be falling short over and over again, i truly feel like I get further and further away from God when I fall time and time again, I’m terrified. I desire to be a good Christian who does the will of the father but I feel like I’m not worthy, and I feel stuck. I know God is a merciful God but I sometimes feel like he’s going to give up on me and that breaks my heart but I still fall short the next day, I tell myself everyday and pray for God to give me the strength to overcome these thoughts but I feel so helpless when I get tempted. I don’t know what to do.