Struggling with life
Hi, I’m not sure if I’m looking for comfort, word of advice, or biblical guidance but I’ll like to share my story and please help me to try to understand it.
2026 has been a rough start to the year, I’m 27 years old. I recently lost my gf of a decade plus, this was someone I in-vision to marry and settle down with. We both had our own flaws but I guess in the end, it could or could have not worked out. I would say loss of hope or belief of the other person.
Just a couple of days before Mother’s Day, I lost my mother. She was the stepping stone and a motivation to want better and more in life. The person who truly would loved a person. She had her flaws but never intended to hurt or not truly love someone.
I’m dealing with family issues, I come from a family of half siblings. I do truly believe they never intended to not love a half sibling but at the same point it doesn’t feel like it. With the loss of my mother it feels like disownment, choosing sides instead of truly loving someone as their own.
What I’m going through makes me sick physically and mentally, I would never wish this upon anybody. Please share your thought or experience if you can help. Thank you in advance.