u/Acrobatic_Coast_7649

I've lost the count of how many times I have posted on here. But I am looking for friends. Possibly to the point where we can meet up and have some chill vibes. I think the only time I had friends was around when I was 12. It's unfortunate that I didn't get a chance to get their contact information. Now, it feels like I need to adhere to someone's needs or expectations to be friends with them. I can't be myself and if I do then I will get bullied. I tried to put myself out there recently but often feel like a shadow when I'm in a group of people. I also think I might need to work on my behaviour. Anyways, hobbies I do is toy photography. I like anime and reading manga. A bit of a fan on Star Wars, Invincible and a few others. But I am willing to know about new hobbies.