The thing I love most about transitioning.
Well first off I regret that I be on and off since I was young . But things and factors of life and acceptance wasn't strong to support coming out .so after loss of love ones and failed relationships because I didn't fit the norm of my identity to the persons I dated I drowned in working and eating and drinking .I had a health scare a mild stroke then a weak heart muscle not giving up I realized I'm so much more I'm me I need to be real with myself .I looked at myself and said I'm trans not a cross dress not gay I had never had attraction to men but had a very feminine aura and nature of caring myself the neat clean well groom from head to toe type I hide my crossdressing in shame letting a few I trust know I go out I hang out with the girls admiring there confidence and longing and learning what being transgender was .I got line a shop clothes shoes make up I wanted it more and more then toys came I wanted find what like I'm older and I'm ready for my life to blossom and transition .