u/Acrobatic-Stay2295

I started playing this game for vocaloid and rhythm game and only discovered the other characters a few months later. At first I had loads of fun with them, it was interesting reading their first stories and the beginnings of their careers. I quickly fell in love with Shizuku and Shiho, loved L/N and MMJ. Now I'm in 3rd focus stories and have 8 3rd focuses left.

I know comparison is the thief of joy, but it just feels so miserable comparing yourself to the characters. They all have their friend group that shares the same goal, they can make friends extremely easily with others for some reason (even the shy ones or the ones who look mean at first).

At first I loved L/N and MMJ, but MMJ might move lower in my rankings, below WxS/VBS. I hate how they seem to have everything figured out. They have unlimited discipline and never get burnt out 😭😭 I hate seeing anime girls my age have it 10000x better than me. At first I loved MMJ for motivation, but now they genuinely make me feel crap about myself. If I were an idol I would burn out the first week. They're the only ones who can't even attend normal school because they're so busy with work. And it feels like they're above everyone else, with others putting them on a pedestal, and the whole "idol smile aura" thing.