u/Accurate_Work6000

Last year I became a Christian. Up until last month, my life has felt better. Before I was Christian, I was Atheist. And I was depressed. I felt tired of life, and I felt like my life was missing something. When I became Christian, that went away. But now, it is back. I feel tired of life, and I feel depressed. I am addicted to my phone. I feel distant from God, and I feel like I can't do anything about it, no matter how much faith I have in God, no matter how much I pray, no matter anything I do. The same cycle and the same addiction continues, day after day. The thought of it makes me more depressed. Why do I feel like this? Am I possessed? Have I "lost" my salvation? Please help me, I have nobody else to really talk to.