u/Accurate-Hyena-8539

My dog shitzu,pekanese mix, was put down. She was the only thing that kept me alive, and the only person I had when I had nobody. She was my life and passed away yesterday. She had open pyometra. I feel a lot of anger and some guilt for not being able to afford her 6000+ surgery. I tried to even get financed, but my credit is not good enough. I don't know how i'm going to continue my life, getting home from work and her not being here is the worst. I feel so alone, and another dog can't replace her. I just feel guilty that I couldn't afford the Surgery, i would have done anything for her. Sweetest dog in the whole world 😞 I never made a reddit post before, but I need to get this off my chest. Maybe others had similar experiences 😞