u/Accurate-Debate9055

It’s a small account and ig doesn’t like anything I post, it immediately shadowbans me. Is it because I have to post carousels first? I don’t even have any links

I’m still agnostic despite these thoughts, because sometimes I think its possible that there’s a god who is actually evil and selfish that doesn’t care about his creations, what’s happening in our world and that didn’t care to create a civilization knowing it was going to be sick and violent for its own enjoyment. The only bad thing about not existing any afterlife is that no evil person (like rapists and killers) will experience true suffering and will get away with everything with everything they did just like everyone else’s fate, their only punishment being lonely in prison someone who cared little or nothing about their life in the first place unlike the victim who much likely wanted to live and had goals and dreams. Death penalty by lethal injection would be a gift to them to end their shitty life.

When people say “there’s a special place for them in hell” I think about that “god” should be there too for allowing all this madness, not for stopping the tragedy like a superhero but for knowing what we were going to become as species and if evil is the devils fault then it would be a useless god and pointless to pray to. But again, if there’s no hell, it would suck that serial killers and other bad people simply stop existing like everyone else and the law only punishes them taking away their freedom to people who didn’t even care about it. At the other hand, if I had a friend or family member that got killed I would be mad at god even if I make it to heaven

(Security job) We just got a new patrol vehicle after the night guard fell asleep, crashed it and damaged the front. The new one has four seats. During my shift I reclined the seat while checking my phone. Supervisor shows up, sees me and writes me up.
There’s no rule against reclining seats, and it was never mentioned before (they constantly post rules like “no sleeping” in the group chat) He asked what if a criminal entered (it’s a huge open property always outside where you can stay on any spot the whole shift) I said the outcome would be the same since I’m not armed and I’ll have to ask him if he’s here to hurt me, steal something or both. He also asked if I did it with the old vehicle and I said no because that one only had two seats and couldn’t recline, he already knew that but I gave another honest answer. I stayed calm and told him if something isn’t allowed they should announce it like they always do with every other rule. The last thing he said was that I can call the boss about it but this job isn’t worth the stress, he can call and my answer will be the same