I got a job! Fresh PhD. Permanent position. Excellent work life balance. Great colleagues. Decent research funding but I will have to apply externally for some research. Great city. Above market rate salary. This will be my first full-time job and I am so happy I did not have to do anything contractual or postdocs before landing this position.
Couldn't be happier and just needed to share this with someone. Success can feel weirdly meaningless when one feels alone.