despair of ones you lost and what is lost
Poem: despair of ones you lost and what is lost
Made by: Isaac tino
Oh god why do I lose things?
Oh mighty god, why do I feel pain and sorrow for losing things?
Father oh mighty save me.
Save me from the hell that is living.
I seem to have no love.
For my love has rejected me and chosen a life without me.
There is a hole where she used to be.
Lord, why is love a difficult thing?
Father, why do I care for something I barely know?
Their opinion means likely nothing but I care nonetheless.
Lord, why must I lose the Power to continue?
If I'm shot in the chest is the second bullet needed to be a bigger caliber?
Why does evil exist and why am I a part of it?
Why do I hate over a first impressions?
Where am I going?
Is it to the war?
Is the war meaningful?
Is it a waste of time?
But my duty is stranger than my love or hate.
My duty to the country means more than someone whom I care for.
Oh lord, is my hate justified?
No i don’t think so because he isn’t the enemy.
He plagues his allegiance to the same nation as do i.
But yet I find joy in his suffering.
Oh god why must i be evil?
Oh mighty god, why do I feel joy and love from this pointless creature’s existence?
Father oh mighty save me.
note: this is my first time posting/showing my poems to anyone but chatgpt to check if my grammer is correct or it sounds good. i did not use chatgpt to write this! also a little context too i wrote this when in csm spoilers but power dies in the manga and she is my favorite character so that hurt me along with this one girl i know getting back to together with her boyfriend whom is a asshole and she's so much better than him! but anyway thanks for reading!
links:
https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/1tb1jd9/a_fly_on_the_wall_a_cuck_in_a_chair/
https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/1tbnwv1/decisions_made_with_hollow_bones/