Im a series experiencer who have been meditating regularly for the last year in an attempt to achieve obe and further communication and learning through such experience.
Ive had zero result so far until early this month when something happened. Id like to know if anyone has experienced something similar and of your opinions.
So weeks leading up to this event i had been seeing brief white light flashes in my closed eye visual (usually its completely blank), much like camera shutter going off, and also would see grid like patterns (sort of like looking at a knitted yarn close up).
The day it happened it was night time, i was meditating lying down, suddenly felt a pulsating sentation come over my body and my closed eye visuals swirled when moments prior i was seeing the flashes and grid patterns that i just mention. Suddenly a crack opened up behind my eyelid. And i mean like a literal uneven crack and not a uniform hole. And in it i saw my room as i would if my eye was open. Initially I figured oh yes the slit of my eye is open, and so i squint them shut but the crack is still there. In this 'crack' my room was in daylight and in a different arrangement than it is now. The vision was as vivid as reality, but it would scramble periodically. This went on for 20 seconds or so then i opened my eyes.
I believe (or hope) what i had was a subtype of RV, retrocognition or clairvoyance as it is called. I believe what i saw was a moment in the past and not of the future because of how stable and not probable the vision was.
What are your thoughts on this and especially in relation to OBE?