Liam and Viper route is finished. Now is only Gideon left^^You can read it here and choose your route:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/83441716
Art by @/edialejarte
Kinda happy how it looks :3 Love colors I add here :3 Enjoy^^
One of my most fav photos I ever made.Love to colors and full vibe of sweet love and flowers :3
Is not envy,just feeling you are not good enough...
Art by me
I REALLY doesnt want use AI and I am sick and sad of AI bots and scammer reply to my fanfics,tweet and etc...Honestly,just lately I thought I find someone who I thought he enjoy my story ,to find out it was AI scammer,it made me heartbroken...
I want improve my skills as writter and artist but how I can when everytime I ask for feedback,opinion or critism nobody will give me some?I am open to negative or positive,idc!I want tell story which people mind like but is hard when I do,I get no feedback or kudos and I just dont know why?If is my grammar,then I get it.English is not my first language and google translater is not best,we all know but when I ask for help someone with it,I got empty promises or just ignored!
It is story structure or story itself is bad? How could I know when nobody tell me anything? Dont get me wrong,LADS fandom is not only one who ignored my fancontent,other fandom as well but I am SICK and TIRED of being ignored of making things I like to do.I want improve and be better but is hard when you dont know what is problem.
I am sorry,but this is for years problem and until now I didnt find anyone who would help me...
Here I give link to my fanfics and comic,idc how critism will be harsh,I am not that fragile,I am Caleb girl after all,if I was I wouldnt be even in this fandom.I wont get offended when someone say critize my fancontent,but I be offended my ignoring my asking for help.
I am sorry really,I know is not anyone responsibility but...I am tired of being invisible and ignored...I am just artist who want do fancontent for free,I dont want to be replace by AI...Thanks anyone who will take look and help me<3
All my fics:
https://archiveofourown.org/users/Natijx/pseuds/Natijx/works?fandom_id=105143371
My comic:
https://tapas.io/episode/3765612
For better quality of comic:
Twitter I wont show cuz I go constantly shadow ban,cuz I am small artist so is pointless...
EDIT:I want thank all who take their time and give me some advice as well read it.Thank you,it means lot to me.I realy didnt expect it.I thought my post will be totally ignored T.T
I am almost finished to write this fanfic but I am curious:WHAT YOU THINK JUST HAPPEN IN THIS SCENE?
Or about what will be in this fanfic?
Let me know,I am curious to here your opinions or ideas. :3
But I will give some freebies:
Title is ,,Break a leg,,
Is not MC,is ocs.
ANGST,LOT OF ANGST...maybe some comfort...maybe.
And she is totally ok that she just lost her leg!...But Caleb is not,OBVIOUSLY XD
Wish you luck :3
Commission art by @/awolpain
Sorry for trashy quality,idk reddit it discrease it.Anyway,I tried make autumn theme and are my fav photos I took.I hope get you inspired make some as well.Photobooth is my fav feature in this app :3
The golden sunshine eyes longingly look at a man with dead stars in his eyes.
Sprinkles of stardust from a star who died long ago and shine with little of the sun ray of the past.
She doesn't know if it is in twilight or dawn,she knows only that she can't look away.
It´s been months since SHE left him with a man of velvet eyes.Yes,SHE.His first love.
His everything,his past,presence and alternative future that didn't happen.
His will to even live,his light…his obsession.
A woman with FF uniform,black hair like ash and golden eyes,wishes he would forget about MC but at the same time she understands why he can´t.
Forgetting first love was never easy.Forget important family who you lose is something you just can't forget.And MC was both to him.
His love and his home.
Zlatica lost it as well.Front of her she lost her dad,mom and even big brother.She will never forget the feeling of powerlessness and pain she felt when she lost them.
And her first love?
Is more like her belief that even such a thing as love existed years ago.
Even her name Zlatica means ,,golden,, only golden thing in her,is her eyes.There is no single spark of golden sunshine what would keep her alive a long time ago.
She feels empty…her only thing in her mind is to destroy Ever who took her family,too things she loved…and HIM.
She feels stupid…she promised she won't fall in love…but she did.She fell under his spell when she saw this cold man,smiled for the first time.She can swear that even the sun was smiling with him at that moment.
When she saw it,only thing she wanted is save this smile,see it once more.It was so genuine,childish and somehow so HIM.Even she didn´t know him in that moment much,it felt like this cold mask slipped and she saw something what only her eyes could see.
Zlatica knew she won't win,she knew he is too far.Sun like her can't touch dead star,a supernova.She knew…but her heart still choose him…and she couldn't do anything about it…just watching him.Take care of him and keep him safe because of mission she was given.But that´s all.
Yes,he took care of her injuries too.She can swear she even saw worried eyes on his face when he was treated for her injuries,burns or even…her cuts.
Her scars will never go away,they symbolize her failure to protect people she lost…and he has them as well.
Because both have similar past of regret and failures,he opened to her more than once.But she is not blind not seeing that it must be only empathy or even pity.He saw her in her worst and she saw him in his worst.
Other would say she must be jealous of MC but true is,that she is not at all jealous.Is not her fault that Coloner fall in love with her.And is not his fault she left...it was MC's choice after all.And he didn´t chase after her…not this time when he saw that crow taking her after his wings.He knew that in mental state he was back there it was best option to keep her safe…keep her happy.
But Zlatica thinks that on that day part of this man vanishes…and she really wishes she could fulfill this empty place in his heart.But does even exist some medicine to heal a broken heart?Especially to the loyal one?
If yes,she wouldn´t be in pain anymore like she is now.
Zlatica really wishes to feel nothing to him but she can´t.Ever kind gesture,word or smile he says to her make her heart jump from happiness like never before.Is so…warm.
And warmth is something she hasn't experienced for a very long time…
The warmth of love…of home she lost.
Everytime he touches her cold freezing hands,electricity which sparks something in her heart and full body is instantly hot…How can such a cold man with death stare,be so hot and loving at the same time?
She didn't know...but her heart wanted to feel it again.Cold loneliness is just too painful and self-destructive…she hates it.She would choose death if she could…but she can´t.
All the time she tried,she failed.
Until God´s keys won´t be destroyed,she can´t die…yet.
The only thing she can do is wander around to life,waiting for death to get her.
But with him,she forgot more and more about her end and for the first time she was actually looking for tomorrow.
Doesn't matter if they are taking missions together from FF,taking golden apples from her garden or just talking about nothing,she feels happy…after so many years she even smiles more then once!And it was actually a genuine smile from joy and happiness.
Liam said she looked like a sunflower when she smiled.That she was so cute…so happy.
The man is staring at the red moon in the nightly sky…but Zlatica is staring at him.She still sees light even if this star thinks he died long ago.
She already told him she loves him but didn't want to hear the answer cuz she knew it already.So she told him everything.Everything she felt about him and still do.Say she will stay by his side even if he won't love her back…
She just wants him to be happy,doesn't matter if it is with her…or not.
She promised herself she will keep him alive until she can.Until her last breath,she will be his shield.
YOU CAN´T FORCE ANYBODY TO LOVE YOU-she still hears the old stars words when they told Zlatica her FATE.
Told her that she will stay alone,unseen…unloved.The sun will disappear and nobody will even notice.Like sun didn't exist in the solar system from beggining.
She tried to fight against thw cruel fate but now…she accepts it.
Accept the fact that not everybody will be loved.That are people who never will even know what love is.People who are alone until their last days…like her.
As two soldiers still keep staring at things, what keeps them in daze.From a building near to them is escaping from a window song,which Zlatica was familiar with.It was from her country after all.
The young colonel will not understand words but she does.She silently sings to text with forced smile and eyes which want to cry desperately but she still keeps them dry.
(Not now please,not in front of HIM.)her mind tells her but her heart is already bleeding from the moment she knew this love was doomed.
As she close her eyes she continue singing song named Nemožná from Silvia Slivová.
(For anyone who wants actually listen song from my country what inspired me not just story but Zlatica character,can listen here.Is beautiful song which made me cry lot :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1qJpBRx18w)
Chlapec ako mnohí a predsa si iný,
ty vdychuješ život chladnej hrude hliny.
Ľúbim tvoje ruky, chýba mi ich dotyk,
sprav si z mojej duše kúsok tvárnej hmoty.
Oranžové slnko a obloha modrá,
ako ťa presvedčím že som fakt dosť dobrá?
Vymodeluj zo mňa kúsok svojho sveta,
v ktorom môžme prežiť zázrak tohto leta.
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča ?
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča.
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča ?
Je možné, nemožné ...
Chlapec ako mnohí a predsa si iný,
ty vydychuješ život chladnej hrude hliny.
Ľúbim tvoje ruky, obdivujem na nich,
že sú také nežné aj keď môžu zraniť.
Oranžové slnko a obloha modrá,
ako ťa presvedčím že som fakt dosť dobrá?
Vymodeluj zo mňa kúsok svojho sveta,
v ktorom môžme prežiť zázrak tohto leta.
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča ?
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča.
Je to možné aby si miloval aj nemožné dievča ?
Je možné, nemožné ...
(Translation:
A boy like many and yet you are different,
you breathe life into a cold lump of clay.
I love your hands, I miss their touch,
make a piece of my soul into a plastic mass. Orange sun and blue sky,
how can I convince you that I am really good enough?
Model a piece of your world out of me,
in which we can experience the miracle of this summer.
Is it possible for you to love an impossible girl?
Is it possible for you to love an impossible girl.
Is it possible for you to love an impossible girl?
Is it possible, impossible...
A boy like many and yet you are different,
you breathe life into a cold lump of clay.
I love your hands, I admire them,
that they are so gentle even though they can hurt. Orange sun and blue sky,
how can I convince you that I am really good enough?
Make me a piece of your world,
where we can experience the miracle of this summer.Is it possible to love an impossible girl?
Is it possible to love an impossible girl?
Is it possible to love an impossible girl?
Is it possible, impossible… )
When she stops,Colonel finally opens his mouth and say…
,,Nice song…About what it was?,,he said calmly with a gentle smile but…still didn't break eye contact with the red moon.
Her heart still bleeds,her eyes want to cry so much.Her mouth wants scream ,,LOOK AT ME!I AM HERE!,,but she kept silent.With all strength what she still had left,she forced her smile with a kind voice and said…
,,Nothing important,sir.,,
It seems the sun won't reach this man's heart…no matter how many times she tries…or cries.
She was really IMPOSSIBLE.
This is part 1,part 2 is on WIP.
WARNING: SUICIDE THOUGHTS,CUTS,BLOOD
Caleb x Ocs Relationship
**Summary:**Caleb find out about pain what was sun hiding from world.Hiding fact that sun is self-destructive star.They dont call Sun suicidal star of solar system for nothing…
Blood,blood and blood.
Red liquid laying on the kitchen floor as a young woman is just looking with blank stare on the window.Her hands are full of fresh cuts which cover old cuts.Cycle after cycle.
In her right hand she holds a knife which she uses for self-violence and on the left she holds tightly necklace which reminds her of her brother,of her family,of her home she lost.
She had again nightmares.Of them seeing as they one by one dying front of her.Guilt what is eating her alive for all this years get stronger everyday.She wished to not know that it was her why they all died.What she is thinking?It was ALWAYS her fault that people she adored died.Even in previous lives.That fate what Gods gave her destroying her slowly.She has no clue how long she can take it.But even through all that pain she was through…her eyes remain still GOLDEN.
Outside is big rain.Drops falling like crazy and wind moving everything in his way.
(Perun…you always try to comfort me as you can.Everytime my heart burns from pain and suffering,you send your rain to ease my pain.I am grateful for that..but each time is for me harder and harder to heal this pain that I feel every second of my life.)
,,Should I go to the balcony to let the rain calm me a little?,,she asked herself and tried to get up from the bloody floor.Alcohol which was half-empty and used cigarettes laying around her.
It seems that even these poisons which calmed her down little in past doesnt work anymore.Sun will always surrender to black hole.Cuz even eternity burning light need eternal rest.Sun begs to be suck in black hole,for Sun death is freedom.That is how always been for suicidal star of solar system.But before she could open to balcony door she hear ring on her door and then knocks.
,,Huh?It is already evening,who would come here at such a late hour?,,she take black hoodie that whoever is knocking on her door won't notice bloody cuts that she just made on her hand and takes a look at the small window door.
(Sir?What the hell is he doing here?)
She takes a deep breath,hoping he won´t come inside and just opens the door,to not let him see the bloody mess she has in her kitchen.
,,Sir?What are you doing here in this hour-?,,before she could finish her sentence,he cut her off and opened the door to come in.
,,Is an emergency.I need to stay here for one night.,,he says and takes his uniform hat off.
(Fuck.Great…why of all days it must be today?)
,,I am sorry,sir but it is quite rude to just come to someone's home and invite himself to sleep there without their permission.,,sorry,sir but not today.
She feels like shit and the last thing she wants is him having in her home.She needs to let it out today all her pain and it will be hard when he is here.
,,Just give me 9 hours until Ever agent will leave my house.,,he says with a calm but rushed voice but Zlatica is everything but not calm.
,,Huh?Ever agent?What do you mean by that?,,she asks with shock in her voice.
,,Liam sent me a message to not go home.He will take care of it but for now I need some other place to sleep.Somewhere where they won´t find me easily and they don't think I would ever go there.,,while putting nicely his uniform on the coach.
,,So that's the reason why you couldn't go to a hotel or fly somewhere else cuz they have GPS on your transports as well on your credit cards?So that´s why you are here?,,she now explains the whole situation for herself.
,,The signal of your area is lowest,only people with old technology can reach it,right?This place is the last one they would even search for it.,,he says and sits on the coach.
(Awesome,great.What a fucking day I have.I can´t kick him out now.)
She looks at him with a face of shock and distress cuz she can´t leave him now cuz of situation he is in.But Caleb explains it in a different way when he read her face.He thinks he is uncomfortable with man sleeping on her apartment.Especially if he is her boss.
,,Dont worry I take coach.I won't do anything,I promise,,he said that but that´s the least issue in Zlatica head.
,,That's not a problem...,,she looks even more distressed than she was.
(Then what is it?)The Colonel thought to himself for a second.
He tries to find an explanation for her sudden discomfort.I mean,this is not the first time he has ,,sleepover,,in her home.He took care of her when she was sick and drunk so what's the problem now?
(Is she having someone else here?Nah,she would then go to hotel and immediately leave like she did with her friend.Is she sick or drunk?But she doesn't seem that way…Is she on her period?Nah,she was just week ago…So what´s the deal?Normally she doesn't care at all?She act so…out of character…is it…something mentally?)
Whatever it is,it is still rude to come to someone's house without invitation.Boss or not,he kinda disrupts her privacy after all.He should make it up for her.
,,I can cook something for you.Just show me kitchen and I-,,before he could stand up,she cut him and put him to sit back.
,,NO!No…that won't be necessary!I just…ate!Yeah…I was cutting apples already and there is such a mess!I am gonna clean up.You are quest so…,,she really tries to make up with an excuse.
She would be better liar if millions things wouldn't crossing her mind without break!
(I can´t let him go to my kitchen and see the bloody hell I made right there!)
Caleb is totally surprised by the sudden gesture and Zlatica´s concern of how her home looks makes him wonder what´s to deal with here.She never was concerned how she looks in front of the people or how her home looked messy,why would it be such a problem now?This full situation is weird to him.He takes his gloves and gave it on table.
(If she is ashamed of how it looked,then it must be quite a mess,right?I guess I could clean it for her.That's the least I can do for her.)
,,It can´t be so bad.Let me help.It would be quicker.I came without invitation after all.Is least I can do.,,he tries to ease her discomfort but what he is doing is the exact opposite.
,,You really don't need to-,,she really tries so bad don't let him see the kitchen,so she blocks him with both hands on the coach.
It looks like she made a little prison for him by her own body but he cuts her off.
,,Hey,what's the deal?Is just-,,before he could finish the loud painful groan coming from her mouth after he touched her wrist.
,,-AUGH!!!,,
It wasn't in any purpose to hurt her.She was blocking the way with her hands,he wanted just ,,unblock,,to way so he touched her hand but he had no clue,he touched something that will cause her pain.
,,Oh,I am sorry!But I didn't hold you so tight so why-,,after a little tighter grip,he noticed something wet on his hands.
,,Wait a second-,,he analyzes for a second what liquid is coming from her hand.
It seems her black jacket is not thick,is pretty thin.To blood she tried to cover so much,soak to jacket which became wet.When Caloeb grip her hand,he accidentally squeezed a little of her blood coming from hand to her sleeve.
,,Wait!NO,DON'T!,,she warns him but it is too late.
He discovers that red liquid poured to his hand.There is no way back from this.
,,Huh?Blood?,,he says with surprise and shock but still his voice is very calm.
(No!It's ketchup,you asshole!)she curse him and then herself just to be in that fucked up situation.
Zlatica, with all panic and red alarm in her brain, tries to come up with some explanation just to forget about it.She REALLY doesn't want to explain why she cuts herself everyday at 23:00.What could she say?
-,,Hey,sir!I have little ritual,that I harm myself in middle of night cuz of my guilt and trauma after I lose my family in this exact time.Is not big of deal,I just cutting myself to ease my pain and suffering as well increasing my suicidal thoughts!You understand that,right?Let´s forget about it and let's eat something in this bloody kitchen!,,-
yeah,right…That doesn't seem coming from a mad woman…
Meanwhile,in Zlatica brainstorming,Caleb on the other hand is thinking about why she acts this way.
(Blood?And so much…why would it come from here?Did she get injured?That's why she acts so weird all this time?)
,,Hahahah…I was clumsy!Very clumsy when I was cutting apples!My bad!Anyway,would you rather-,,before she could come up with another lie and excuse he cut her off.
It clicks to him.
,,There is no way you would cut your wrist while cutting apples and not your fingers.,,Colonel's voice became cold.
Shit.
,,Where is the kitchen?,,this didn't sound like a question,more than an order from him.
The Colonel is not dumb and she knew it very well.Another lie is pointless,so let's rather give up and somehow make reasonable sentences for once.
,,Listen,sir.Is not such a big deal,so what about we both calm down and let´s forget what you just saw,ok?,,her face became defeated and painful.
He notice that.
,,I said,where is the kitchen,Lieutenant?,,he said it again but now the coldness in his voice became demanding.
It is too late.He seems to figure it out.
Angle and lighting,i have fun with it always :3
For love of God,is there any smut of him where he is not describe like pedo or heartless sadist?I get Caleb is dark troupe but some of fics go TOO dark to point that he is OUT OF CHARACTER.
I am sick and tired to read fic and find words like:bitch,whore,kid,my pretty little pussy,my plaything,little pretty small girl or so.
Smut,just simple smut where doesnt seems like sex offender or rapist
Gideon and Liam will be next!Let me know some ideas or tips you want see in next chapters^^
You can read main story and then choose route with them here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/83441716
Art by @/edialejarte
Did you ever wonder why Caleb is actually one who break 4th wall most?
Idk like you but even his last ,,lust,, card made me wonder why it has more 1pov then other cards.
What if it is linked by his possession?That he wants be so close to us that he would even breath 4th wall to be with us?Even in idol card he gave look on camera and he does it lot.We know that from all LI he is most possessive,that's why he is into brother yandere troupe.Yandere cuz it show how obsession and possession can go to max and brother cuz is one of closest bond you can get,cuz it by blood.
He wants not just be with us,he want be us,become one and only with us.That's why is not just brother troupe but twins troupe in his myth. Like his greed,jealousy,possession and obsession has no limits.
He is dark troupe and red flag after all so I wouldn't even be suprised.He wants us looking ONLY on him. Be ONLY with him.Think ONLY about him.
I wonder...he kinda worship MC as goddess...what he,not with intention...wants us do same for him? Worship someone is biggest proof of obsession after all.
WARNING!
BLOOD,VULGAR INSULTS
Ship is between Caleb x OC and Sylus x MC is mention
It is a rainy day and FF soldiers are having dinner break but not Colonel and his right hand.Zlatica talking to his boss about preparations for new missions and giving him new paperwork to read and sign,while walking to his office.Unfortunately,Colonel mind is somewhere else.
,,Sir,if you dont feel good,we can wait 10 minutes.You can take break too,you know that?,,she notices he is only listening to half what she is saying which is something that they can´t afford with such important and serious missions they need prepared.
,,No,I am here just…,,he looks at the ground but she already knows the answer.
,,I know,sir.It was surprise for me as well when I heard from Drago that MC is…pregnant.It must be quite a shock to you that woman you loved for so long will have family with…someone else.,,it was quite shock for Zlatica as well.
She knew Sylus for a while,which she has a habit of calling him Drago.He was her first love in her previous life…She knew he loved MC and that was the reason why they couldn´t be together but...is just hard to put in words even if you expect that.
She made peace with that and continues to be with Drago as a friend but sometimes she always wonders…if he never met MC,would it be she who will now have family with him?...Thinking about it brings only unnecessary pain and she has had a lot of it in her all lives.She just wishes for both of them happiness and a healthy baby.But Colonel…seems he still didn´t make peace with that.
,,Sir,I know is hard but I am sure that pain you feel with go away one day and you-,,
,,That bitch Zlatica got on my nerves!,,before she could finish sentence,she and the Colonel were cut off by screaming from another room.
It seems two young FF officers have a conversation so loud that they don't even realize that other people can hear them.
,,She come one day all mighty and thinks she rule to world just cuz her evol is one of the strongest of all!I fucking bet my money on that she suck Colonel´s dick!That is the only reason why she got such a high role in FF so quickly!,,say one soldier to another.
,,Bet your ass she does!But maybe it is out of pity!His beloved girl he had here before,MC or what was her name. left him cuz she saw how crazy this mother fucker is!And now only woman he had here to satisfy his insane desire is this flat-chested whore!,,these boys have no filter to talk about two soldiers who are in a higher position than them.
,,Jeez,I worked years to just be close to get a position like them and they both get it in instant!They both piss me off!But…at the same time I see them pathetic.I mean,what woman would find this man attractive?He looks like a depressed machine all the time!And she?What man would actually get boner over some boy looking woman with glasses and some muscles?Fucking gross!,,
,,You took it from my mouth,bro!,,both soldiers start laughing at each insult they put on victims of their gossip.
Jealousy?Hate?Envy?Or their own insecurities?
She didn´t know what made these boys say these things about her and the Colonel but she just found it pathetic.It hurts but…is not her first and it wont be her last.
(Let it go,Zlatica.Is just words,nothing that you didnt hear before.Such people will exist.People who will find any excuse to bad talk about you.Deep breath and let it go.)
,,What is wrong with this psychos?,,says the Colonel with annoyance in his voice and looks at Zlatica.
Her expression is hard to read.Her military hat and hair covering her face.He doesn't even give shit about what these officers say about him but what say about her is bigger concern.Zlatica is everything but not that.Despise all odds,she was one who was with him when he needed it most.Doesn´t matter if he wanted or not.He never though he will one to get someone as bodyguard either but he can´t hide fact if it wasn't for her,he would be probably under ground after that break up with MC.She was one to help me stand up,get on his own feet and never ask anything in return.Despite to confession she gave him and declare his love for him,she stayed as friend and his right hand.And he can't find anything else only admiration for her.
But he is not stupid.He knows in this strong facade is girl who cries when she is not with him.She is human after all and her personality almost clash with his.Even if you are in edge to cry and scream for help,don´t show it.That´s what both have.Strong shield but weak core.But be honest,he still thinks she is stronger then him cuz of her honesty what he doesnt have.
,,Are you alright?,,he asks with concern and his eyes don't leave her, not even for a second.
Her hair hiding eyes what want cry but…she won't let single tear fall.That's not person she is.She can cry home or tomorrow but now,she is strong woman.She won´t let these comments get her.She look at him with cold stare and indifference in her eyes.But Caleb is not idiot to not see to that this look is just pretended facade.
,,It´s ok,sir.It doesn´t hurt me.I…I am used to it.,,she says that to him but it is more that she is telling that to herself.
He takes a deep look on her face and just can't let it go.They can talk shit about him but never about her.
,,You are maybe used to it…but I am not.,,he says with a calm and demanding voice.
That surprises her and she is quite confused when he goes straight to the room where the two officers are talking.
,,Huh?,,what is he planning?
BANG!BOOM!CLASH!
Suddenly she hears loud voices and clashes.It sounds like someone is fighting there.
She hears a loud voice like ,,Stop!Please!We won`t do it.We swear!We are sorry!,,and she realizes that the Colonel must give him quite a lesson.
(T-That can´t be right.Sir,is not the type of guy to start a fight over such a thing as an insult like that…right?)
After like 5 minutes,the storm ends as well to loud noises after hearing footsteps of two people.
(I guess they ran…I mean who wouldn't be in that position.Sir is last person to mess with)
The door of the room opens and Colonel comes with bloody hands and breathless face.He looks at her with gentle eyes,despite looking like a mad man after beating shit out of two men.
,,Don´t worry,they wont dare insult you anymore.,,did he just beat them up?Over some insults?
He?Colonel?Why would he do it?He could simply just insult them or order them to shut up?Why beat them up?Is so…out of character of the calm Colonel she knows.
,,T-Thanks,sir.,,is the only thing she could say after that shock of things she just witnessed.
(Why would he do that?I mean nothing to him so why?Or maybe…I do?Nah!Never!)
He takes his bloody gloves and throws them on the table.He takes all paperwork she has for him but before Caleb leaves he says his final words.
,,I be in my office.Please take a break.Throw gloves away and bring me new ones when you are done with your break.,,it was gently order.
,,Yes,sir.I will…but…please take a break too.,,now she looks at him with a concerned stare.
He gets a message from her and nods.
,,...ok,I will.,,and he leaves the room.
(What a crazy day…)she thinks and takes his bloody gloves from the table.
She takes a look at the gloves on her hands and notices how torn up and bloody they are.
(He must beat them really hard…so much blood…I wonder…did he get so violent when it was about MC as well?...Of course he would!...Right?)
There is a small thought that maybe she meant something to him…but then with a shaking head she shakes as well the thoughts.
She looks on the table where she sees beautiful yellow tulips on a vase.They are beautiful even if they are yellow…but she wishes they would be red one day…
(Or maybe he was just in a bad mood and he needed to let it out.That's right,Zlatica.Stop thinking you are more important then she was.Get into reality.Even if she was to one left him and marry another man,that doesn't mean he will just stop loving her.You should know best that love is not that easy…)
She sighs and takes gloves before she goes to the dinner room on her break.For some reason she didn't want to throw these gloves away.They were precious memories to her so she keeps them as well…the memory of this crazy day.
Music was my choice but most of them where commissions. Credits are in youtube description^^
Sad,depressing but still this pain is comforting...
Some photos I took while listening Depeche Mode :3
All three routes are finally finished!Now I am gonna work on Love and YOU fic where in Captive bird memory you have options to choose!Wish me luck :3
Jeez,i forgot about this silly art of mine drawing Caleb with my ocs.Idk,I still find it funny that she fall asleep on his chest front everyone XD
One fact I like A-01 more then other MC is her physical and mentally state kinda much to Caleb one.As we she is in worst condition then Caleb in main story. She reflect Caleb most in sensitive side and how depend she is on him. But in same time is very tragic and bittersweet ending in fallen cosmo.Idk,like you but for me Fallen Cosmo is myth what other cant top it. Is like Wall-E which I love dearly.
A-01 I like even more then X-02,maybe cuz I just love tragic characters and cant help but love.
What about you?How you feel about her missing limbs and myth? :3