u/According-Freedom890

I'm a student studying in college I had recently lost a lot of money around 40k on stake and was facing immense pressure and stress and without anyother choice i confided to my sister hoping she will help me out , but in turn she told it to my parents and they scolded me badly but ended up paying my debts , fast forward a month i was down around 3k from the old debts which i did not tell my parents and i deposited more money hoping to recover that , i knew it wasnt going to end well but my gambling addiction took over and lost it all , i took loans from friends and now im back to being down around 45k , i feel like ending it all , there is no way i can face my parents , its going to break them, please someone give me a way