He Broke NC After Dumping Me
Ex is a DJ. The day we got back together he commented this under a nearly nude woman whom he posted on his main grid for his event/party promoting account. He commented a lot of hearts & roses (i.e. "TY for rolling 🥀🖤" and "💀🕯🥀🖤") under a picture that she invited him as a collaborator on to the main grid for both his personal & promoting accounts. I DM'd her directly to ask about what was going on. she claimed she wasn't trying to steal my man & that it was "just networking". He's on the brink of being homeless & lives with literal rodents. He also goes entire days without eating & gets irritable/takes it out on me. I've had so much patience & took him back even when he had his meltdowns/crashouts/crying sprees telling me he doesn't have a will to live. Anyway this was the last text he sent me:
>This is my intentions loud and clear!!!!!!!
>I don't want to be with YOU anymore!!!!!!!
>Delete my number and leave me alone please!!!!!!!
>Maybe one day when you have some progress in your change in getting professional proper help with your BPD and other mental issues then we can continue. Goodbye, _____.
Yesterday he broke up again with me over the phone for like the billionth time because I asked him about that interaction & he got defensive. Should I block his number & not give him the benefit of the doubt? Or continue to give him chances? He's also 39 btw & I'm 23.