I need to fix my life
I 19f moved to Kentucky from Maine with my boyfriend who is 19m. We got an apartment together and he got school set up and we both got jobs. I started out at a job I absolutely hated and was upset when I wasn’t able to transfer my university in the spring semester, so I haven’t been able to go to college. My boyfriend however goes to college 35 minutes from our apartment and works overtime each week. I started a CNA program and got my cna license to set me up for school in the summer, but I started working as a cna on weekends and I have my whole week off. But now my problem is I moved here, I have no family no friends, not in school no routine or structure. I spend all my days not working at my apartment alone because there’s not a whole lot id like to go out and do by myself/ I don’t have a whole lot of money. My relationship is suffering because of my lack of life and dependence on him for entertainment. He’s basically became my entire life because I haven’t really had a whole lot of opportunities to branch out and have my own life. Besides him we also got a puppy and a cat, so I can’t really leave all day. I met a couple of friends but they went back after school ended and we never really got super close enough to where we were best friends. Now I kind of feel like I left everything for nothing and I’m suffocating in my own loneliness and emptiness life. I move without any real ambition or purpose and I honestly don’t know how to fix it. I’m tired of spending months and days on end just sitting alone in my apartment. I’m really not sure what to do.