not femcel posting actually want advice
i'd post this on the girls sub but theyd all agree with me so im going to ask here
is it possible to find a man who doesn't watch porn like at all? someone who watched it before me but will not ever watch it while dating me? my ex told me hes very anti porn before we began dating but then told me like a year later after we broke up that hed watch it whenever we fought during ldr which is disgusting tbh bc he promised me many times he wouldnt and we used to have sexual vcs (no face). i was doing it thinking hed never look at other women but i guess i was naive and i wanna kms bc i feel so used and exploited.
i also really found him the most attractive guy in the world (looking back he was ugly) but he told me later he didn't really mean it when he used to call me the most beautiful girl. i used to think if you rly love someone they're the most attractive in your eyes but i was wrong about that too
i've just come to realize that even if a guy tells me he doesn't watch it he's probably just lying, and that genuinely makes me think i'll be single forever because i 100% consider porn cheating.
i cannot imagine being pregnant and having my body all ugly and floppy after pregnancy and my husband still gooning to 20 year olds with fake tits and asses. i just find the whole idea of it so disgusting and unfaithful. i grew up with a cheating dad and uncles and pretty much every man i knew growing up was unfaithful to some extent. i thought my ex was different but he wasn't
is this delusional? i dont want to be a femcel i just dont want a cheater bf and i want someone who loves me as much as i love them. i dont want to give up on love and dating because im young hot and smart but i dont want the anxiety of being cheated on for the rest of my life
no mean comments pls