TLDR: what’s the point in studying so hard now if I’ll probably end up in the same job or same rank as ppl who don’t?
Im in JC1 rn. I studied really hard during olevel and managed to get into a so called elite JC, but I don’t actually feel thaaaat happy, I feel worser than ever.
A lot of ppl in my JC are aiming for med/law and want super prestigious unis so I guess they have to study really hard for 70rp.
I think I can’t take the stress of those careers FOR LIFE so I would prob just go NUS hopefully and do like a chill degree like veterinary… anyways what I’m saying is eventually in the work force I’ll probably get the same job and earn the same as ppl from all diff educational backgrounds…
Im not saying that other ppl don’t deserve the job but I just feel like I should be getting more because I studied more and put in more effort. Cos if we all end up at the same place eventually I might as well just not study anymore now.
I guess the point is just to be happy and enjoy life right… I mean I’m happy studying I guess but just really stressed
And I can’t help but feel no purpose in studying if it’s just gonna lead me nowhere.
Also I feel the need to go all in when I do something so I will either get really really bad for alevels or 70RP, no in between
edit: u can go nus and study vet through cdp….