u/Accomplished-Fan6663

Forgive me, I just need to rant and rave. I have been throwing up my food for nearly a year now with no answers from doctors and have only just recently deduced it might have something to do with gluten. All the gluten free stuff I’ve tried makes me feel great after eating it. All the non-gluten free stuff makes me feel like my stomach has been filled with cement bricks. I think it’s the gluten. I don’t know. Nobody can tell me anything and I have yet to get a blood test. It’s three in the morning and yesterday I gaslit myself into thinking I can still eat normally. I threw up all day. I woke up completely ravenous, thought I would remedy it by making a small grilled cheese with the gluten free bread I bought. I guess the packaging got left open, so it was covered in mold. I just burst into tears. I’m hungry and sad and don’t even know what I can eat or where to go. Coming to terms with the fact that I definitely can’t continue a “normal” diet.