I know I am being an idiot. Nothing lasts forever and the show was going to end eventually. And I know I am being selfish. But this kind of sucks.
These last couple of months have been awful. Knowledge Fight has been a bright spot for me during a lot of difficulties. It made me laugh when I had days where all I wanted to do was cry. It was a light in this world that has turned so dark and ugly.
I was excited for a new episode to listen to during my lunch break when work was making me feel absolutely worthless. And then it was over, just like that.
I hope I am not being shitty, I am not trying to be entitled or anything. This show has been a blessing to my life and I am glad it was around for as long as it was.
But it doesn't seem fair. That's all I keep coming back to. It doesn't seem fair.
I don't know what to expect by posting this, I should know better than to receive any sort of warmth, kindness or understanding from reddit. But I am hoping posting this makes me feel better at least. But I doubt it.
Life isn't fair.