u/Acceptable_Show6484

Im 17 and have been doing online school for a few years. The program I use is hard for me and I was afraid of letting my parents see any bad grades so I’ve just been cheating on all my classes mostly for math or chem. I’ve gotten so used to it, it kinda feels impossible to actually do any real work by my self.
I feel guilty about this but I know if I started learning the material it would be too late and my grades would drop again, then my parents would get mad at me.
I want to get into nursing, or some other health related careers but I’m scared if I ever did get into college I would know nothing and then I wont be able to get a job with high income or will fail in life