u/Acceptable_Long_6277

I am entering rehab on thursday.

I didnt know rock bottom until last week. My wife came home while i was watching our two boys and i was trashed. This has been a long standing problem. She now wants a trial separation. Im in a hotel crying thinking about how this addiction has caused so much trauma to her and my boys. I have always run from my problems but this time i cant. Im scared to death that it will not work and i will see my whole world move on without me.