Just moved to a new state and have been trying to make friends in a hobby group, but turns out nearly all of them are very Christian and have been trying to get me to convert /, especially one guy, we'll call him X. I'm semi-Christian, more dystheistic, intellectual/logic/science type, but have have supernatural occurrences in life and am depressed and needing some guidance. If questions about faith isn't allowed, then I understand if this gets taken down.
My questions were
- What has been my relationship with God/Jesus
Queen of Wands
Interpretation: The guide books that came with the deck says "helping others as you build your "queendom" " / "creativity". Not sure how I feel about this one. I'm a writer, but never really felt any of my thoughts came from outside my own brain.
- What will happen if I continue to learn more about the faith/read more Bible stuff?
The World (R)
Interpretation: Either it could be literally "the world will turn upside down" or what the deck's guidebook said which is "delay in plans"/"unmet dreams". So, sounds like it would wreck my life and end up horribly.
- What is my relationship with X and how will things turn out?
The High Priestess
Interpretation: The book said "spiritual insight". So I guess it's like he's being a guide for me through this religion stuff. And he has been. He's newly Christian himself, so he's probably still in that "born-again high". Also I mean this as a platonic interpretation. He's married with kids and I'm not interested in him. So this one seems a little accurate, I guess? It's not reversed, and he's been very patient despite the debates we've had. But not sure if this it means I should keep trying to be friends with him or if it would be bad because of the upside down World card.
Overall, I'd like to see if there's other interpretations of this spread and/or if my interpretation was wrong, what card would have made my interpretation right?
Thank you very much.
Tarot pack is The Light Seer's Tarot by Chris-Anne