u/AcceptableMud8351

I haven’t felt the spark of being an attractive person in about 3 or 4 years. I’m 44. I don’t actually look all that different than I did at 38/39 aside from more belly fat… so I think it must be hormones.

I just feel like I’m unattractive all the time BUT not in a low self esteem way, more in a way where my sense of inner beauty faded.. the little glimmer of being attractive and alluring. When I used to interact with people I would feel a little spark or sparkle within of my own self looking attractive in the moment, like from within myself? Maybe I’m not explaining very well. But whatever that was… it is completely gone now!! And I hate it. I want that spark back, especially because I don’t even look bad and if I can’t find my sexy sparkle again right now, I’m genuinely afraid of how I am going to feel as I continue to age and change physically.

Anyone figure out how to get the sense of inner beauty and baseline sexiness back?? Help!!

This is a weird one, and maybe this is just me, but I feel like I have a really hard time typing and texting without constant typos now and I think it might be peri related. Basically whenever I type now (which is all the time) I mis hit keys and misspell things constantly and have to go back through and fix tons of words. It’s not that I don’t know how to spell anymore, it’s that somehow my fine motor skills are off in this new way where I’m always mistyping. It’s really annoying and never was an issue in my life until recently,

Is this just me, or is this a peculiar peri symptom?!

Or maybe it’s just an aging thing…. Idk. But I’m only 44! Seems I should still be a swift clean typer at this age.