u/Acceptable-Put-8456

I grew up a witness, been baptized since I was 14. I never really wanted to be one tbh, but now I’ve had enough. I just can’t take it anymore. All the BS the elders and the governing body are saying. I wanna leave but I feel like I’m stuck. My sister left about 7 years ago and it devastated my parents to the point where the elders and everyone in the congregation shunned them. I don’t wanna hurt them but I don’t wanna stay. What should I do