It’s been 3 months since she blocked me. No explanation, no closure just gone. One day we were talking like always, and the next, I couldn’t reach her anymore. It still doesn’t feel real.
I was always there for her. Didn’t matter if I was busy, tired, or dealing with my own stuff I made time. I listened to her, supported her, tried to guide her when she needed it. I even used to write little stories just so she’d have something to smile about. She meant that much to me.
And I loved her. Honestly, deeply. I saw a future with her. I even thought about moving to her city one day… building something real together. I pictured marrying her. All of it felt so certain back then.
Now it’s just silence.
What hurts the most is not even knowing why. Was I not enough? Did I do something wrong? Or did I just mean nothing in the end?
I keep replaying everything in my head, trying to find where it all went wrong. But there’s nothing. Just memories that won’t leave and a feeling that won’t fade.
I don’t think If I'll be ever to find love. It still hurts like it just happened. And honestly… I don’t even know if I’ll ever find someone like her again. Or if I’ll ever feel that way about anyone else.
I just feel lost.