New Grad Anxiety
I recently graduated from nursing school and will be taking the NCLEX soon. I’ve already accepted a new grad position and will start after I pass boards. I’ve been so excited about this opportunity because I’ve always known I wanted to work in my specialty.
Lately though, I’ve been feeling really anxious about starting orientation. I did very well in school and always felt confident in my clinical skills. But now that becoming an actual nurse is right around the corner, I suddenly feel like I don’t really know how to do the job. It’s not the skills that even worry me, it’s all the day to day responsibilities and multitasking. I look around at the nurses on my unit (where I’ll also be working as a new grad) and feel overwhelmed.
I think I’m probably just in the thick of the learning curve, but lately I’ve been questioning my knowledge and abilities a lot. I was always very confident as a student, but now that I’m about to start practicing on my own, I’m honestly scared. I worry about my coworkers thinking I’m incompetent, making mistakes, or being too slow. I know I’m putting a lot of pressure on myself, but the anxiety about starting orientation has been building so much that I’m worried it’ll show once I begin.
I feel like nursing school prepared me really well to be a student, but stepping into the role of an actual nurse feels very different, and right now I feel underprepared.
I guess I’m just wondering if anyone else has felt this way as a new grad, or if anyone has any words of encouragement.
Thanks in advance, from a very anxious new grad!