u/Abstravix

I'm starting a new job today and my anxiety is through the roof right now. I have about 6-7 hours before my first shift and I am freaking the fuck out it's actually insane. Im worried (even though I'm allowed to literally wear whatever) I look weird and that I'm gonna instantly be clocked as that one employee thats insanely disappointing. It feels like my heart is gonna burst out of my chest.

I do have a severe anxiety diagnosis its just untreated at the moment which is probably contributing to this lol. I just really needed to get this off my chest