M 38+ yo looking for a change
I’ve been working in architecture for the past 15 years. My trajectory looks choppy: no more than 3 years in a single company (a lot of instability), and now unemployed. I’ve been applying to jobs like crazy, only to be offered junior roles. Now I’m surviving off software lessons. I don’t think this is going anywhere.
To be honest, I’m tired of this path I chose. The spark has gone. Long hours, horrible pay (way below other most-so demanding jobs) and a feeling of frustration than won’t go away. I feel like I’ve wasted my best years.
Deep down I want to change my life. But I feel too old to start over and too young to retire. My anxiety has gone through the roof this year and I feel completely lost. I want to find at least some purpose or drive in my life. I want to be useful and buy a home, but feels impossible
Have you changed careers in your late 30s? How is it going for you guys?
Any advice on this matter is very welcome. Help. Thank you.