I don't believe in religion and consequently don't believe in afterlife. But I was thinking about life after death and I just had this terrible realization. Assuming time and change is infinite, given enough time, a perfect recreation of my life is inevitable. In this case, the afterlife would be a repetition of the life I had lived over and over again.
Unfortunately for me it seems like my afterlife is going to be hell if this is to be true. I mean what's not to say I have already led this same life an unimaginable amount of times now. I have been imprisoned into eternal hell and I just wonder WHY ME?
Why me in this consciousness? Why did "I" gain conscious? Why do I specifically have to repeat this life forever? I know why, the universe doesn't revolve around me and it just simply does. Some people happen to get good out of it but I unfortunately wasn't fortunate enough.