I'm so very tired of being mistyped that's why I've decided to come here because I'm confused whether I'm an ILI SP5 or SX6 LSI
(TW: SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS SA BULLYING, REVENGE, STALKING, VIOLENCE IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND THESE TOPICS FEEL FREE NOT TO TYPE ME SINCE THERE'S GONNA BE TOPIC AROUND HERE ON MY PAST)
SO I'VE BEEN ALWAYS THE PROTECTOR TO MY COUSINS I ONCE THREATENED THEIR STALKER VIA MESSAGE SINCE MY COUSIN AND FRIEND WHO WERE THE VICTIMS OF THAT STALKER THEY ASKED ME FOR HELP, AND WELL I GATHERED ALL THE EVIDENCE THAT GUY IS STALKING BOTH OF MY COUSIN'S AND MY FRIEND IT'S EASY TO FIND TRACES OF HIM STALKING THEM ONLINE SINCE THAT GUY COMMENTS ON THEIR POSTS AND I MESSAGED HIM ABOUT I TOLD HIM THAT IF HE DOESN'T STOP STALKING MY FRIEND AND COUSIN'S I WILL CALL THE COPS ON HIM AND SHOW THEM EVIDENCE THAT HE IS STALKING THEM AND THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW HIS TRUE COLORS AND HE WILL BE CONDEMNED BY EVERYONE AROUND HIM I TOLD HIM THAT IT WAS HIS LAST AND FINAL WARNING
AND THEN HIS ONLINE FRIEND HAD REACHED OUT TO ME AFTER THAT EXPLAINING WHY HIS FRIEND STALKS PEOPLE HE SAID THAT HIS FRIEND WAS REALLY LONELY AND DESPERATE FOR LOVE, BUT WHY WOULD YOU STALK PEOPLE? AND MORE IMPORTANTLY HE WAS STALKING GIRLS WHOS YOUNGER THAN HIM HES 20+ IF I CAN REMEMBER, AND IF HE WANTED TO BE LOVE HE CAN GO TO ONLINE DATING SITES LIKE OMEGLE OR SOMETHING IT'S SO UNNECESSARY TO STALK SOMEONE WHEN YOU CAN JUST FIND SOMEONE ONLINE ANYWAYS BACK TO THE TOPIC, THEN THERE'S THIS TIME TOO ONE OF MY MOTHER'S SIDE COUSIN WHO I ALSO DEEMED TO PROTECT BECAUSE SHE WAS NICE AND KIND, WHEN WE OUT SOME LITTLE BOYS HER AGE STARTED BULLYING HER AND STUFF AND AS A VICTIM OF BULLYING BACK THEN I COULDN'T JUST STAND AND DO NOTHING BECAUSE THIS COUSIN OF MINE HAS NOTHING BUT KIND TO ME SO I PUNCHED THE LITTLE BOYS IN THE FACE AND IN THE HEAD WELL, I PUNCHED TWO AND I TOLD THEM TO STOP BULLYING MY COUSIN I DIDN'T CAUSE SERIOUS INJURIES THOUGH IT WAS JUST SOMETHING TO PREVENT THEM FROM BULLYING ANYONE EVER AGAIN AND IF I CAN RECALL I WAS 12 THAT TIME ITS BEEN YEARS BUT STILL MY PERSONALITY HAVEN'T CHANGED A BIT
I'D SAY I'M ALSO PRETTY VENGEFUL, SO THERE'S THIS PERSON I LIKED BACK THEN I THINK THE REASON WAS BECAUSE I SAW THEM SMILING BRIGHTLY AND HAVING A POSITIVE ATTITUDE, AND THEN I FOUND OUT THROUGH THEIR FRIENDS THAT THEY THINK NEGATIVELY ABOUT ME AND HAS SPOKEN ILL BEHIND MY BACK AND THE MY COUSIN (MY CLOSE COUSIN TOLD ME A VERY USEFUL INFORMATION ABOUT THAT PERSON AND THEIR FRIEND APPARENTLY HAVE THE SAME PERSON THEY LIKE MY COUSIN TOLD ME NOT TO SAY IT TO THEIR FRIEND BUT HOW CAN I RESIST SUCH A USEFUL INFORMATION ESPECIALLY WHEN THAT PERSON HAS SPOKEN ILL BEHIND MY BACK WHILE PRETENDING TO LIKE ME? SO I TOLD THEIR FRIEND ABOUT IT AND OF COURSE THEY FOUGHT VIA MESSAGING AND THEIR FRIENDSHIP BROKE OFF AND THEIR FRIEND WHO IS NOW MY FRIEND HAS SIDED WITH ME AND MY COUSIN SHE'S BEEN CLINGING TO US SINCE THAT INCIDENT AND OF COURSE... THAT PERSON WAS LEFT WITH ONLY WITH THEMSELVES NO FRIEND ANYMORE THEY'VE BEEN QUIET AFTER THAT AND A YEAR LATER THEY HAVE TRANSFERRED TO ANOTHER SCHOOL, THE LOOK ON THEIR FACE WAS ESPECIALLY PRICELESS
AND ALSO WHILE THAT WAS HAPPENING A GUY WHO WAS BULLYING VERBALLY LIKE EMBARASSING ME IN FRONT OF EVERYONE SAYING THAT I'M TOO THIN, AND HE MADE SEXUAL COMMENTS ABOUT ME AND SAYING THAT I LOOK GOOD AND SEXY WELL THE ONLY REASON WHY I CHANGED MY STYLE A BIT IS BECAUSE BACK THEN MY MOTHER NAGS ME ABOUT ON HOW I DRESS LIKE A GRANDMA AND SHE TOLD ME TO WEAR SOMETHING NICE FOR ONCE WELL WHICH I DID, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE REASON THAT GUY WOULD EVEN APPROACH I MEAN LIKE I'M ALWAYS VERY QUIET AND RESERVED IM NOT SHY I'D SAY I THINK I'M ASOCIAL AND I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY SO, AND BACK TO THE TOPIC SO, THIS GUY WAS REALLY CONFUSING AND ANNOYING HE WAS BEING MISCHIEVOUS SAYING HE WANTS SOMETHING BUT DIDN'T TELL ME I WAS SO HELLA CONFUSED BY HIM BACK THEN IT WAS LIKE FOR MANY MINUTES HE KEPT THIS UP UNTIL I DECIDED TO TOUCH HIS PRIVATE PART BUT I QUICKLY PULLED AWAY TOO I THINK ABOUT DOING THAT BECAUSE HE HAD SAID SEXUAL COMMENTS ABOUT ME BEFORE THAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT HE WAS PROBABLY THINKING THAT TIME AND AFTER THAT HE TOUCHED ME TOO AND THEN ANOTHER DAY HE ALSO TOUCHED ME (TWO TIMES BY THE WAY) I WAS RELUCTANT BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO CAUSE ANYMORE DRAMA OR EMBARASS MYSELF AND HE ALSO DID THAT TO MY EX CRUSH WHO SWITCHED SCHOOLS AND MY EX CRUSH GOT MAD AND THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT I WAS REALLY ANGRY AT THAT GUY AND HE EVEN SAID MEET ME AFTER SCHOOL LIKE NO, SO I TOLD HIM TO THE PRINCIPAL AND STUFF ETC HE THINKS I WOULD JUST OBEY HIM FOREVER? I ONLY WAS RELUCTANT SO BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT ANYMORE SHITTY THINGS HAPPENING
AND ALSO I'M A VERY LOYAL PERSON, THOUGH I'M RESERVED AND INTROVERTED AND PARANOID AND ANXIOUS AND I RARELY SMILE MANY PEOPLE HAD TOLD ME THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION OF ME WAS MEAN/COLD/SCARY, I STICK AROUND MY COUSIN'S BECAUSE THEY'RE THE ONLY ONES I HAVE TO BUFFER MY SOCIAL ANXIETY WITHOUT THEM I'VE PROBABLY BEEN OVERWHELMED WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY I ONLY KEEP FEW PEOPLE AROUND ME BECAUSE THAT'S ENOUGH AND I THINK ITS BECAUSE I THINK MOST OTHER PEOPLE ARE HOSTILE, UNPREDICTABLE, AND EVIL UNDERNEATH I MAY SEEM LIKE A SERIOUS COLD MEAN GIRL ON THE OUTSIDE BUT I'M ACTUALLY NOT AND WHENEVER ME AND OTHER PEOPLE HAVE TO PERFORM A DANCE ON STAGE I GET SO ANXIOUS THAT I SKIP UNTIL ITS OVER, AND I'M ALSO CONFRONTIAL PERSON WHENEVER MY FRIENDS JOKE ABOUT ME HAVING A CRUSH ON THEIR CRUSH I GET ANXIOUS IF THEY SEE ME STEALING THEIR CRUSH SO I TEXTED THEM A LONG MESSAGE THAT THEY DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IT AND THEY SAID THEY WERE JUST JOKING, I MYSELF CAN'T TAKE JOKES BUT I CAN IF IT'S NOT CENTERED TO ME
AND THIS TIME I'M GONNA MOVE TO ANOTHER CITY AND GOOD THING SOMEONE BEFRIENDED ME EVEN THOUGH HER FUCKING BOYFRIEND WHICH IS MY COUSIN SAID THAT IM MEAN AND COLD SHE HESITATED BUT STILL APPROACHED ME AND ITS GOOD BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE MYSELF BEING ABLE TO SURVIVE SCHOOL WITHOUT ANY ONE PERSON THAT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME HONESTLY.
Anyways that's all, and please type me also if I can ask for a favour what Psychosophy type do y'all think I am? I don't see myself as SP6 i mean I do run away sometimes from my fear of social stuff but i am confrontial and I protect people I deem important or weaker than me emotionally and I'm always on my guard.